Somewhat recaltriciantly, this spirit has finally decided to honor up to the Tag Your It pasted by a dear loved one from Zaddz...three secrets no one knows I think was the tag...

So, deep breath...

1- This spirit has a burning desire to be able to connect with everyone on as deep a level as possible to share, provide comfort and support, and help in any healing process that may be, yet struggles to overcome this dream from attachment to a promise made in ignorance when this spirit was fragmented.

2- This spirit feels it is manifesting out of time, sometimes out of phase with what currently is, and struggles to process the emotional and spiritual fallout of the combined negative events that are occurring.

3- This spirit had given up on being able to participate in any collective growth/sharing/learning/spiritual activities in Arizona until two things happened. One of these was Zaadz, which this spirit recognizes as a blessing and is grateful for. The second was the meeting of another psirit who became a zaadzster, a coworker who has managed to penetrate the shell of this crab and help my own healing process, and, who is letting me into theirs voluntarily, providing opportunity for me to reciprocate.

Love and Light

 

The Secret

Like a new dawn, just risen over the horizon

Your life, fresh, full of beauty, promise, light

And yet already tested, by fear, and egos poison

Trying you make you hide, from all our sight

Filled with emotions, brimming over

All you see, strange, mostly askew

Life seemingly having handed you

Not the fortuitous four leaf clover

To even still, have encountered death

In your innocence, your too young age

Perhaps even wished, it was your last breath

Like some painful story, just the next page

So what to do, what to say, or feel

What is your purpose, your path

Only you, can complete your math

In this, your life, in truth a wheel

Keep moving forward, one step, another

Let no one else create you, or your story

Not even your friends, family, or lover

Else you're just, the trend of the moment lorry

So now in closing, the completion of this rhyme

No secrets to reveal, unmask, or even tell

Other than this, which no person can sell

Always remember, you are in truth, purely divine

Dedicated to the Bradley's

By ALL1TRIBE

03/2007

 

Idealization  1

The setting:

A quiet town or village, set in or close to a forest, and near to the sea. The climate would be moderate, no great extremes.  The populace with be multi cultural with a primarily liberal / "Green" roots.  Businesses and employment would be similarly founded and operated.

My employment:

Alternative health care such as massage, Reiki, a healing center, and other bodywork would be my primary choice. Second would be health care related to mental counseling, guidance, and therapy. Third would be environmental doing conservation, research, or education. Whatever the job, it would be one that I would incorporate into my life with love and joy.

My relationships:

An ability to actively reach out and develop not only friendships, but intimate, and spiritual relationships with others  unrestrained by attachment of others. These relationships would transcend traditional relationships, being open, flexible, mostly unbounded, not ruled by attachment or modern socio-religio dictates.  Deep communication, honesty, release of inhibitive emotions would be essential.

My personal  time:

Other than developing relationships and helping others, working on myself, through Reiki, Qi-gong, meditation, transcendental work, tantra, and modern shamanistic exploration. Sojourns into nature for relaxation and recharging would be important. As my sense of self, connectedness, and well being improved, the amount and quality of time spent with all relations would increase.

A side effect would be an increase in  creative manifesting through the various forms of artistry I enjoy.

My home:

Small easy to maintain designed and built to "Green" standards, would be not just a place to sleep, but symbolic as well to promote mental and spiritual growth. The lot would be primarily natural, or enhanced to provide flora native to the area in support to local fauna.

Creature  relations:

A few adopted pets, perhaps two cats  and a dog. These would need to be of appropriate temperament, obtained from a local shelter.

Long term:

Children, natural or adopted, to not just be progenitors of heredity, but primarily progenitors of  positive humanistic possibilities.

Working / volunteering until physically / mentally unable to do so. The remaining time through death spent amongst / with loving relations, NOT IN A HOME / INSTITUTE.

Funeral / wake:

My body should only be preserved by refrigeration, no embalming. A celebration with remembrance of a life lived, and inspiration for living for those attending. Cremation attended by those whom desire to, with my body only draped or clothed in plain unbleached cotton, no coffin. The ashes should be spread in a natural forest setting near water.